My friend, Play--Normal

今天，不简单。本来打算与玩正常同学放学后到times square买鞋，后来mass com cancel class,haha~better,we went ts at 12pm. The car park at lrt station is 48 expensive, RM6! And 1U onli cost Rm1, really big snake press die crab!

Well, longor, play normal and me go by lrt+monorail. Piuuu~yea, we reached s.wang. Less ppl shopping today, but play normal said "wahhh...y so many ppl geh?!?" .Well, he nvr went ts and s.wang b4, so i decide to 4give him.

Of coz i'm the 1st person to buy thing. I bought a pant at the same shop again. Longor bought a RM60 de formal shirt to act yeng and a BESTA wat wat dictionary. And, deng lor...tat play normal bought a pair of shoe but the size is not suitable for him. Its ad size 11, but still veli small for him. I onli can ask him to play gunbound, u noe "big foot"? At last, play normal decided to buy the shoe, he said he juz wan to buy a lecture. LoL, go back utar ask Mr.Akmal to teach u bah~see tomolo how u die......

Every time play normal beside me, many bad things will occur. My car nvr let ppl block b4, but today i fetch him to lrt station, so kena blocked, we wait the gam mou zai for 15 minutes. When we back, the lrt door rosak. The lrt sudah jalan but the door not close yet. deng lorh, luckily i din stand at tat door. Lol, monorail oso got problem. We wait the monorail for about 30 minutes,maybe the train rosak too. Somemore we tot we bought the wrong ticket, actually we r rite, then back to the counter to ask them to change back...."Yalah, betul~tiket RM2.10 ialah pergi bukit bintang punya, tak ada otak ka?" omg,so fish.....Tat tak ada otak is i add 1.

Finally i reached home.gg

思念一个人

大海与岸的界限，
瞬息万变，
然而它们之间永远无法走远。
见证的是风，
默默看守。
而我仅存的一份情意浓浓，
你的温柔，是否等我开拓？
莹洁的轮廓，让人太薄弱。
我还能用什么词汇形容，
想见你的冲动，
欲言又止让我却步梦中。
思维慢得从容，心思已为你被淘空。
这首情歌随风飘送，送到你心中。
你远去的背影是我的创口，
无奈它痛了又痛，我还没想通。
急于一探结果，
想给你最浪漫的承诺。
当星星还在闪烁，蜂蜜仍在散播，
我依旧执著，
给你最初感动。
在你身后，默默。。。。

梦境

意念心思略醉，

纵梦中飘洒遍地花雨，

亦只是记忆中之雪诗。

仰首不见红日，低头你温柔无迹。

只怪此风尘浪迹，步入你我之间距离。

或是思路过倾崎，

柔中带疏落。

Practicing my english

Since my exam(wrinting for business) is so bad,so i force to practice my english here.Although
my english is not as well as my chinese, but it not represent my english bad, is my chinese too pro ad.wahhahaha!!!

Today was abit special,i reached home at about 4.30pm. I planned to gv back SY her handphone tao tao, but she not at home when i back. Well, back home lo.At night, i ask her to join the mass together bcoz our xue qing camp is facing big big problem. Of coz she accepted, firstly, i look like a good man.Second, we just go there to pray, it's so meaningful! But the main point is i got car, can fetch her to the church.

But, the jalan pahang was so jaMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM~~well,when i type dis msg to SY, i almost crash my car, bcoz the "M" is ma fan to insert,and i wan to insert many many "M".Well,my driving skill is enuf for me to keep away from any accident.wahhahaha!!!

When i reached her hs,walao!7:10pm ad!WE were late~But we still chit chat,talked the mou wei things in the car.ahaaaha,she is funny and im very funny.So i win.

When we reached church, the mass ngam ngam finish.I automatically said:"ma de,finish jor!"
omg,im so regret.My mouth is so smelly!Well(lol,well again!),we go in front of the altar,and pay our full attention to Jesus. The moment is so touch. Ya,Jesus touched our heart!And i saw SY's eyes has some tear,but she said she din cry,juz the tear flow down from her eyes.Well, i said sorry.
We were just sitting there and pray for about 20mins.Good moment with God and oso my partner.

God,pls give YCS,your lovely community power to do anything what u like.I knew tat we have no such ability to complete any work if YOU are not take care for us.So,we just wait,wait for ur coming.And pls look after for ur xue qing members, they need ur help in their life, espeacially our future leader SY and Xin Ling.Amen.

Yea,tat's me!i will write my blog in english at the future~

好想告诉你

keep着这份感觉

像被点了穴，随着缥缈的音乐，

为你歌唱起舞不停歇。

唯你是首选，思潮中你在重叠。

教我如何挥手道离别。

一两句的寒暄，装着不在意说着再见，

其实心里依恋。

思念的圈，越来越明显，

扩大了也风干了改变。

如何如何，keep着这份感觉，

让它保存到永远,

无边无际无声怎解缠绵,

勇气到了哪里怎又让眷念浮现？

我好想念你的脸。

每一天，每个视线，

每种开心失落的拿捏，

都会执著于你的感觉。

不想省略，任何一起的时间，

就算面对许多考验，

我能学会苦中带甜。

？？？

倔强的坚持，是坚持或倔强。
互相依靠的曾经是否如此甜蜜，
才会有这一刻的不舍？
那一份转折，虽然我不懂，却能闭上眼感受。
转折的温柔太像风，难以捉摸。
祝福我的朋友，低落时至少有那份曾经，
曾经支持着现今的你。
现在会觉得寂寞，是因为过去不曾感觉过寂寞。
如果时间是一种压迫，那么人生就像一个表演的擂台，
在众人面前跌倒，虽觉得害羞，
却不能认输。认输太懦弱了。
可能，又或者，有些事要通过才能懂，
要经历才能有所领悟，需要时间才能冲淡反面的回忆。
我不懂，因为我经历得太少，我在这世界上的时间太短。
我想，如果现在我忽然离开，
很快就会被人遗忘。
有人说，并不然。
一个有自闭症的人的去世会影响几千个人。
但真正受影响的又有谁呢？
我都不懂自己的价值何在，我的存在是在他人眼瞳中反射而出的。
不然，我看不见我自己。
人生的缩影又像什么呢？一幅画？一本书？
一片风景？一首歌？一场戏？一句话？
又或者需走完一辈子后才能懂得答案？
又或者需走完一辈子后都不能懂得答案？ 不重要吧？至少此刻的我不在乎。
假如与如果让人慢热，得过且过像要人施舍。
我不懂，就让这个post浮起来吧～～